Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in zazziztheman's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
11:23 am	I hate the media.......... watching sports center this moring really made me mad, why does the media have to be so nosy, i feel real bad for Barry Bonds, even if he has used steroids, that's his problem, but why does the media have to constantly nag at him and destroy his family, all i know is someday when im a professional athlete i know im gonna hate the media, its just the way it is, why cant they just let these guys play?........ losers with no lives.......... So anyways i work today, this spring break has been so boring i cant believe it, just nothin to do...... someone call the cell PLEASE!!!!!!!!! hopefully break wont be a complete waste..... peace homies ~ZaZz~ Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Sports Center (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 27th, 2005
10:19 pm	So.................. ............ i figured its been a while since da last update ........... well here goes nothin......... nothin much has really happened, school, friends, track and such, but other than that nothin at all, its just been steady but boring in a way, i like it when there's more to do, to bad summer isnt another 2 and a half months away, but so is senior year, already?? kinda scary but in a good way, it will all work out in the end, i just feel bad for people who aren't sure about what they are gonna do after high school. So i dont have much else to say........ hope everyone had a good easter...... ~ZaZz~ Current Mood: bored Current Music: lonely - Akon (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 10th, 2005
9:25 pm	OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so i have had a bad week in school..... ive been gettin up at crazy hours of the morning to workout and all that, then on top of that school and homework, and then a new job.... so ive been really stressed lately...... So tonight didnt make it any better.... im online just chillin, and kenndy starts talkin to me, jokin around sayin im a workaholic and whatever cuz i cant go to walleyball tommorrow, so im tellin him that this our first week open and i need to work and have a good rep with my managers and all that, but then he just wont stop so since iv'e had a bad week he pushed me over the edge and we start dukin it out online and whatever, but its retarted cuz he starts makin fun of me that im some sorta skinny twig and what not, and that i need to work out or whatever, and i said some things that i shouldn't have, and so did he, but its ticked me off cuz he doesn't understand what i deal with everyday, yea i understand he and everyone else has there problems at school and what not, but he doesnt understand what its like to have to deal with the crap that i deal with. Im kinda hessitant to tell people cuz i dont want people to feel bad for me or anything or think that im picked on at school and what not, but its just that i have to deal with so much crap at school mostly in football, i hear all the time that im too skinny im not strong enough im not good enough to play football, and i hear it when i tell people i wanna play college football, cuz that's been my dreamn since i was a little kid, and i do my best to just ignore most of it cuz i know people are mean, but this week it just went overboard, and im sick of playin on this team that has no heart no love for the game, they are just there to be on the team, i really wanna win a state championship, but its disheartening when your one of the only one's that does, i'm always the first one to morning practices, im the hardest,not the strongest, but the hardest worker on the team, and because i look skinny people assume that im no good and will never be able to play........ whatever im sick of all this crap, im dealin with it at home too, and i tried to apologize to matt but he just blew me off, so it just sent me over the top, so sorry if i have been short with anyone lately..... i dont want your simpathy, just pray that God will help me through this, well if u read this thanks for listenin to me babble about life.............. ~Zazz~ Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: dont feel like it (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 5th, 2005
12:20 am	So why are some people........... JUST SO FLIPPIN RETARTED!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno didnt go to school today, slept worked out went to work, it was extremely busy, went to the game night at church but it was so BORING!!!! life basically sucks right now, the only thing that seems right is football..... first of all school is pointless, working every night is a pain in the BUTT!!! and all of a sudden zazz likes everyone..... whatever Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: candy shop (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 27th, 2005
5:09 pm	So i think its about time for an update......... So this week was really crazy..... back to school (really boring)... anyways Canada was fun.... i dont like how the canadians only bowl with 5 pins tho its actually kinda hard. But its hillarious when u throw 5 bowing balls down the lane at the same time.... haha good times...... so we had a good time at the all nighter... it was interestig to say the least, first of all we got in trouble for goin to wendys, it was westons birthday, so it was exciting..... he got a sweet ping pong paddle LUCKYYYYYYYY..... then we played hand hockey RUGBURNS like no other.... oh well.... then we played spin the bottle with HIGH FIVES cuz kssing was inapropriate at the time, zazz got no lovin haha..... then we went to the so called bloodbath, it was reallyyyy scary, oh my goodness THE PUPPETS FLYYYYY.... with a little help from Geoff...... so then we had to sit in the sauna, then it was back to the bloodbath so i was only scared a little bit, is that MCHARG in the window??? then we tried to sleep but no luck, had to talk about war, and scary movies, interesting i guess.......... so then i went home slept till 430 or so, wasnt much to do, then brad called wasnt much to do, found out that his g/f is a huge jerk haha, but then drove aorund for a little while went to babs house, but i guess that was a bad idea cuz we ruined the "girls night out" and zazz is a major jerk for that, anyways definitely lookin forward to spring break.... and FOOTBALL SEASON!!!!!! well later dudes ~Zazzy~ P.S. sad cuz andrew and weston are an 89, but zazz is nothin...... :( Current Mood: tired Current Music: whatever is on the radio (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 20th, 2005
5:55 pm	About Time...... so its about time i got a new job, so yea now i work at Panera the new one at 16 and avn dyke, its pretty cool i quess. So basically im gonna the best bread maker this youth group has ever seen..... So im really tired, its been a pretty fun week, i accomplished a lot.. ok not really but i saw hitch that was hillarious, even though the retarted lady wouldn't let me in, VANCE TO THE RESCUE... oh by the way im pretty much screwed cuz i was off the whole week before break, and didnt do a lick of homework, hahaha oh well so im not lookin forward to gettin up early and goin to workouts....... ~Zazzy~ Current Mood: tired Current Music: not in the mood (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
11:36 pm	LIES!!!!!!!!!! So today was a really long day.... its not my fault though, my dad woke me up at 9:30 to tell me to go apply at Panera, so i got up it took me 2 hours to get ready then i went there to get an application and an interview but the guy wasnt there, so i tool an application went home then went to the post office for a passport for HONDURAS (can't wait!!!) but we forgot my birth certificate(what r those for anyways, can't the people see im alive standing in front of them) anyways my mom starts yelling at me saying its all my fault, so i go back to Panera expecting an interview, although the guy seemed really nice he told me to come back tommorrow at 1:45, but whatever, so then i go home, my mom says lets go back to the post office, so we go and we got everything, but the picture we took of me, its on the wrong kind of paper (picky picky, i was gonna shoot someone) so the lady asks us if we want to take our picture there for 15 DOLLARS, i was mad so this is what i said out loud "forget that, im not wastin my money, mom this place is fricken retarted, lets go." but i felt kinda bad for yelling cuz i noticed the lady had an i love JESUS id thingy, so had to repent.... eh we all make mistakes......... so then i came home sat around, went to andrews till 11, now im here typin on my computer........ So this week was crazy, to say the least..... ok not really for me but everyone else is sayin it was so it sounds good, but anyways im not feelin as guilty about what happened, but i still feel like a JERK, i try really hard not to be, i just got a carried away and tooo much fun with the joke, but i feel bad for the guy cuz i truly know how he feels (not about the same person) but i have a feeling were alike in that way that we become emotionally attached, and when its over so soon, we become irrational, and we go bazerk(spelling?) i feel bad cuz i know that the way he handled it should have been done differently, but it can't be taken back, he had good intentions, but it went all wrong, all he wants to do is just take a walk and talk about what happened, and y it could work..... anyways im retarted so ill stop talking about this subject..... so i don't know what else to say except that im really sick of school, but oh well its almost over, really hard to believe how time flies.... but its on to bigger and better things, i know God has a bright future for me, and that makes my day, when i know even when things seem so bad and it will never end, i pray and God reminds me of his plan for my life, that these hard times are necessary for future life expierences, and that makes me happy, so anyways....THEY DON"T LIKE US.... haha jk a note for andrew... those girls at your house tonight... EXTREMELY HOTTTTTT!!!!!!!! hook a brotha up with a numba and a sn....lol DO IT!! so thats it for now..... ~Zazzy~ Current Mood: blah Current Music: 1985 (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
4:54 pm	OH BOY!!!!! i feel like the biggest jerk right now, for a couple reasons that i refuse to mention, but still, i can't help feeling this way even though iv'e been told its not my fault. life goes on........ i guesss......... so right now im really bored, wishing there was something to do, gotta work saturday, gotta get a new job, oh by the way there opening a new starbucks by the Panera on van dyke between 15 and 16 (for anyone who cares), well i guess its time for me to go...... ~Zazzy~ Current Mood: guilty Current Music: whatever (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
1:25 pm	i hate being sick!!!!!!! i feel like crap right now, i mean seriously my whole body hurts. So i better be better for tommorrow, or else...... ill have to go to church sick, but no1 wants to meet a sick Farris!! So i am officially james' new stalker!! he helped me pick out my metro outfit for tommorrow, all i gotta say is look out ladies, this is one fine lookin Farris, ok not really, but i can dream can't i? So i think it's time for me to go to sleep or else im gonna die Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: nothin right now (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
5:46 pm	sick!!!!!!!!!!! So slam was basically amazing..... but not the food so much..... except the food i brought, i didnt realize how much food and drinks i was bringing to slam until i packed it friday after school, lets just say it was ridiculous... But anyways the worship was amaizing, especially saturday, i felt God move in an awesome way in my life that night, He helped me relieve a burden that i've been carying for a while now, it felt so good to be finally free of it. The games although a little gross were really fun, lol so glad i didnt have to spam or sardines. Brian Pruitt is DA MAN!!!!, what u talkin bout willis, haha good times, Saturday night will go down in history, lol, me weston and andrew r gonna go to vanguard and convert to mormanism, lol, so how bout them patriots, i was rootin for philly, but still thought the pats would find a way to win, they always do. its so hard to believe that i'm almost a senior, it's exciting but at the same time i'm sad because i'm gonna miss playin on fridays cuz there's nothin like playin under the friday night lights, i'm excited about playin college ball, but i know i have to be patient and let God take me to the right college. I do want to try to stay in state though, or else im gonna miss everyone:( but only time will tell........... so i met the infamous JIMINESSPRIME on sunday, well i dint really meet him i walked by him and he called me Paris, lol, oh well so ya im really sick right now, i gots strep throat, so i prolly won't b back to school till thursday, but winter break is next week, good times are comin, lol, but i hope im gonna b there wednesday for the INFAMOUS e-night, THE SIMPLE LIFE, farris can't wait!!!!! bye for now ~Zazzy~ Current Mood: sick Current Music: i drive myself crazy ~ N~sync (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
6:26 pm	OH SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!! So tonight is gonna b really boring cuz i have to go to the Sterling Heights city council meeting for government class, and have to take a bunch of notes and stuff..... so its really pointless. So im not goin to church tommorrow, cuz i gotta work now, it all started cuz my schools senior choice awards are on thursday, and my teacher never told me that i had to go cuz im in leadership, so i was scheduled to work thursday so now i gotta work tomommorrow instead of thursday, im so sad cuz im gonna miss the amazing video of myself being ridiculous, such good times, but oh well im sure ill c it again. Sorry andrew your on your own tommorrow..... So SLAm is gonna b amazing, partly becuz im huge, and the fact that im gonna have over 200 dollars worth of free food going with me lol, but on a serious note i feel God is gonna do sumthin special this weekend, but since its PD's first slam we gotta mess with him. Oh and so the SUper Bowl is on sunday and im not goin to school on monday, PARTY anyone????? call mee. well the council meeting starts in a little bit, so i guess im gonna go, peace out my peeps ~Zazzy~ Current Mood: blah Current Music: dysco inferno (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
8:46 pm	WOW, its been a while....... life is so busy sometimes What to say..... football is more amazing than ever, the playoffs r sweet and of course im gettin huge.......... lol that was for u andrew....... anyways finals really suck, there so pointless according to coach, lol im really gettin frustrated with my job, but i dunno im tough ill get through it, im really confused about a lot of things right now, nothin just seems to make sense, they seem right for you until somethin just doesnt seem right and everything gets all jacked up, oh well thats the story of my life...... but anyways i gotta study really hard for these finals so bye bye now....... ~Zazzy~ Current Mood: confused Current Music: Jesse Mcartny- beautiful soul (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 25th, 2004
11:59 pm	just a quick thought......... i just a have a random question...... for no1 in particular...... If (and when) i do end up playing pro football, what do u think all the girls that have ever had a chance to date me i guess if thats what u wanna call it, will be thinking,illbe makin the mo' and playin the greatest sport on earth....... give me your thoughts.. im really interested in what u have to say.... p.s. of course ill still have the amazing good looks...haha Current Mood: rejected (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
9:44 pm	who doesn't jam to N'sync all alone in their car and then ppl look at them like their stupid....? My goodness this is a record for me, i don't think ive ever updated twice in a day.... Your love is like a river, peaceful and deep, ypour soul is like secret that i never could keep, when i look into your eyes i know that its true, God must have spent a little more time on you.... ya goin a little overboard on this old school music... but i like it..... andit makes me feel good, cuz i ya i really would like to have someone to share life's special moments with cuz iv felt really lonely these past few days and no1 to talk to, parents don't understand (think im wierd) and don't want my friends to think im this strange emotional guy, im never been this emotional bfore, but i don't have anyone to talk to except LJ, but whatev, i love u LJ, i dont know what i would do with out u...... Merry Chistmas everyone if i don't update bfore then, and if i don't c u bfore then ~ZaZz~ P.S: and u changed my world with just one kiss, and how could it be that right here with me theres and angel, its a miracle.... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: N'sync(don't ask) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
9:21 pm	Zazz listening to BSB all alone is priceless so i figures i'd update since its been a few days.... yesterday was an amazing day, absolutely amazing.... too bad you will never know what happened... SECRETS!!!! really excited for christmas, too bad i have no1 special to share it with :( oh well i guess life goes on... I just think that God spent a lttle more time on some ppl, do u think im one of them???? Oh well i guess its better to wait for that apecial someone, than rush in... But i do want it that way, and someone needs to show me the meaning of being lonely, cuz im feeling lonely.... anyways napolean dynamite.. its hillarious.. everyone is telling me i look like him... compliment or a put down??? very random entry... peace out ~ZaZz~ Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 20th, 2004
10:36 am	BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So its been a while since ive updated, Jesse reminded me last night. I decided to steal this, it was hillarious: BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: i felt bad for my car, cuz when i got home i had to put gas in it JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: do you have a name for your car? BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: it took 10 seconds just to start JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: hahah BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: lol BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: no BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: do u JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: yes! BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: lol BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: what is it JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: full name: kisha bronze, nickname: the granda kisha, or kish BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: oh BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: lol thats who u talk about in your lj? BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: kish JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: HAHA JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: yep BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: o man i feel really stupid now JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: haha why? BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: i always thought u were talkin about some old guy named kish that was your neighbor BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: lol JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: WHAT JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: HAHHAHA JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: that is hailrious BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: lol JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: why an old guy? why zazz why? BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: i dunno BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: i think it was the 1 when u said u saw some old guy get into an accident and i thought his name was kish BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: and then u said something about kish cleaning my car or something BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: and eh i dunno JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: HAHAH noo i got in an accident with an old guy, and someone who i don't know cleaned my car JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: lol JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: soo funny BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: lol BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: i didnt know u got in an acciden BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: t BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: was it bad? JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: no just got rear ended, im actually getting it fixed tomorrow BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: cool JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: COOL? BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: lol JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: cool ZAZ?? JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: HAHHA BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: u know what i mean JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: you are tooo cool for school BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: what BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: confused JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: you know what i mean JluvsHeLLoKiTTy: don't talk about it BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: lol BaSkEtBaLLbOy878: y not dont ask.... Anyways ppl are sending me strange voice mails, kinda freaks me out.... eh thats it for now ~Zazz~ Current Mood: happy Current Music: not really listening to any right now (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
7:58 pm	248days till training camp.....267 days till FIRST GAME...... i like that ......... thing as u can see football season is coming up fast.... haha im soooo pumped I think im gonna wear the number 2 in honor of my man CHARLES WOODSON but im seriously excited but its gone by so fast, after next year its on to college and hopefully MICHIGAN!!!! only time will tell.... anyways today was really boring school went by fast but it was just absolutely pointless... Christmas break is comin up soon, time for good food, preasants, no school, lots of sleep.... SO EXCITED Pastor Don and Jamie and Andrew are comin over for dinner tommorrow, but im not gonna be here because i gotta work AHHHH... tommorrow saturday and sunday.. IT SUCKS so bad.... i really need a new job!!!!! oh by the way "eh" is my new favorite word haha peace out ~Zazzy~ Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Shes- Ryan Cabrera (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 29th, 2004
4:44 pm	ridiculous work is the most ridiculous thing EVER!!!!!!! i gotta work friday, saturday, and sunday this weekend SOOOO FUSTRATING, oh well there goes my weekend. He fumbled on the five OH NOOOOOOOOooooooooo........... Do u like TUNA or how bout a ROETHLESBERGER!!!!! How bout them san diego SUPERCHARGERS!!!!! and then Jonathan VILMAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! anyways i havent worked out in 5 days, and just wotked out for 2 hours so yes i am really sore....... we had an interesting discussion in psychology class today makes you think and notice more things between boys and girls... HAHAHA its a good class, think about takin it. So happy wednesday is a half day, that will probably be the only thing ill b able to do this week, call me if u wanna hang out :) thats it for now.... The one and only ~Zazzy~ (my trademark) lol Current Mood: depressed (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
2:30 pm	OH LIFE well since this is my first lj entry i dont really know what to put in here.......... maybe ill be more talkative later kinda upset cuz i gotta work at 4 panera really needs to open soon so i can get a new job!!!!!!! the one and only ~Zazzy~ Current Mood: blah (6 Comments |Comment on this)